I Believe in Angels

Hi, my name is MariaE. I am a wife to my wonderful dh, a struggling infertile, a mother to two Angels (Maria 17w - 21 November 2007, Ioanna Maria 24w - 15 August 2008) as well as a mother to a couple of animals in our "farm house".

You might be asking why the title "I believe in Angels". Well its a sad sad story, but one that will show you that there is a God and that we all get our happy ever after ending..............eventually.

The actual title of the song is "I have a dream" by Abba, but I named it "I believe in Angels". The song played in my head after I woke up from the anaesthetic on the 15th of August 2008, when DrF took me into theatre to remove my dead baby. I had'nt heard the song since I was a kid, and never payed attention to the lyrics. But after waking up humming to the song, I googled and found the lyrics.

I HAVE A DREAM by Abba   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qFHbwikzNds
I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream



I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream



I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

After losing my second baby, two wonderful nurses at the hospital Sr Monique and Sr McBeth bought me a wooden angel doll as a present to remember my baby girls. These two ladies have been by my side through both pregnancies and have offered me sooooo much support. Words are not enough to Thank them for their kindness and support they offerd me. They did much more than what there job title required them to do. They were humane and felt my pain. They offered their time to me to hear and feal my pain, a shoulder to cry on and shed a tear with me, a smile to try and cheer me up, comforted me with words to give me hope and to not loose faith. God bless these wonderful ladies in so many ways.